3.05.2011

God's sense of humor

This was a full day today. The bunk bed building project was in full swing. I had several boys helping out off and on. I found that their attention span is no different that of those boys at home (or perhaps mine as well). To cut one two or five boards its fun, but to cut 200 it’s work! So through out the day I was teaching someone else. And then before lunch I had to stop, laugh and ponder on God’s sense of humor. I found myself cutting boards with a young man, Aeroness (he is 29 years old) that is legally blind. Well just stop and think about this, is that funny or what? On top of that we are making bunk beds from grade 2 construction lumber!
All together we were able to finish cutting all of the runners to length and were able to trim both sides of all the boards to resemble higher quality boards. We still have to cut legs for the beds and the fur strips to hold mattress slats.
This evening pastor Donle played his acoustic (amplified) guitar and the kids sang. During that time I was trying to remember who said that you need brick and mortar to worship God? If there was someone, they’ve never been to Haiti!

To those that are interested, Michalle had her toe surgery and is staying at New Lift to recuperate. She has fit in quite quickly and is doing well!

3.04.2011

An awesome day

Woke up this morning to a very comfortable temps, it rain last night for quite a while. After breakfast of to work we go. Nothing too strenuous, unpacking 4 50 lbs bags of man stuff (I know that ladies will be disappointed. Sorted everything according to a project, went over the inventory with Danny and Bob and went over to the fish farm to come up with a plan for attack. Quickly (it’s a Haitian term) got a list of needed items put together and Danny with Bob went to get the supplies. I had enough time to install two auto water fill valves and pump float switch, when the guys returned from the store.  At 3:00 pm Roberto and Windsor were ready for. They were joined by Roosevelt and several onlookers for “Bunk bed building class”. We started with explanation how to determine length of the boards, went over the power equipment that we will be using and the safety aspects of the job. Each boy got a pair of safety glasses and the fun begun. We made a first template and the boys cut 24 boards based on that. They were very proud to get those boards cut and Sherry did not believe that I let them use power saw! Great start to this project.
Boys finished the late evening with a soccer game and all went to dinner. After dinner, it’s Friday night, movie night. It started with a worship DVD that the ladies left. Kids really like to sing to it. 
A moment of reflection for myself. During the day I asked Roberto if he likes to sing, he told me just sometimes in the church. Well he was standing right next to me while the DVD was playing “Here I am to Worship”. In the darkness I could see and hear Roberto sing. Somehow my thoughts during this moment strayed to Ben Thomas (I  tried ) to get Ben to join me on this trip, but the timing of it was not good for Ben. I thought that how much blessing he has to be able to lead worship at home. To view all that that come to worship God from the stage, it has to be just awesome. As I watch the kids really feel the songs, there was no one tonight that was leading, just a picture on the wall and feeling that God is present.
 After several worship songs, kids were treated to Mr. Bean. The laughter filled the area, and the kids have most likely seen this DVD several times. Movie followed, but this old body did not stick around a refreshing shower just sounded too good.
One really has to be blessed to experience all of this just in one day!
Just before I posted this blog, Sherry told me that Michalle is here. The proceedure went well and she'll be recouperating here for a week. Great news!

3.03.2011

It’s like coming home!

My journey started early in the morning, up at 2:30 am (just woke up and figure it was time), leave home at 4:15 am and on the plane at 7:00 am. Was sad to see my wife drive off as she dropped me off at the airport. Since I was wearing an orange shirt with “Impact for Jesus” I had a young man from FT Wayne IN come over while waiting for boarding. He was on the way to Haiti to continue their efforts to adopt a 15 month old child. They are praying for August completion of this process. Would you believe that once sitting in my assigned seat on the plant both of them were sitting right next to me. Is this a God moment or what? During our flight we’ve spent 2 hours talking about our experiences in Haiti. In Ft Lauderdale I met up with Barry, he has been helping out off and on at New Life Children’s Home. It was actually nice to travel with someone (I did not say that!). Airport was chaos as always, all the work that has been done to the baggage area, and it’s everyone for themselves again. We were escorted on the side of the Local Customs since a Pastor that was traveling with Barry knows all of the officials working at the airport. We were picked up by the driver, and on the streets we went. The smell, conditions and the traffic have not changed. At the Orphanage, great feeling came to me. It was like coming home! Sherry and Dan by the Mango Tree with the handicapped children. Kids recognizing you from afar. And plenty of laughter in the compound. Danny took me around to show me progress and all the things that are going on! Dinner bell was shortly after, great meal and conversation to catch up on what is going on. Of course conversation with Jean Rony, Windsor and Roberto after dinner. All so happy to see me and so was I.
The pastor is off on Thursday so Jean Rony led devotional time for older boys and later gather all (including workers) for prayer time. He showed videos that I brought with me (Sometimes I cry, Bunk beds for Haiti, Your Child, Changed), kids just loved watching them. All that was outside school house, with summer breeze, comfortable temps and family all around you.
It’s like coming home; you just look forward to get there!  

2.27.2011

Re-entry - the hardest part...

Renee, Joan and I are back home from Haiti after a delayed 18 hour journey...A test of my patience and endurance.  Exhaustion, heavy hearts and minds filled with the faces of desperate children flash on in my head.
I don't "snap back" into my old routine when I return from Haiti very well. I almost feel paralyzed as nothing has the importance or priority that it did when I left. The priorities of life in Naperville suddenly hit the bottom of the list.  Similarly, when I am in Haiti, on the first day you see a situation and you are aghast and think THIS is what we need to support.  The next day you see a situation which takes precedents over the last - deciding the "urgency" of the day before, those kids at least had water, so this new situation becomes your focus.  This goes on and on and pretty soon you have all these VERY important needs all before you and you get overwhelmed.  99% of all solutions require money to fix!  NOTHING is simple in Haiti.  While they live totally simple lives, everything is a project.  Cultural and safety issues play a big part in resolution.  You end up doing a triage of needs.  In order to survive you need:  Water, food, and medical help.  Sanitation is a huge cause of illness and death - making the contaminated water enhancing the medical needs.  ROUTINE vaccinations could prevent so many deaths that it's ridiculous.  As Miriam from New Life 4 Kids accurately describes it - "All we are doing is putting out fires.  We haven't gotten to the cause of the fire to stop the cycle."  Miriam is a visionary who has the patience to take one step at a time, assuring that her feet are planted securely.  ME - Ms. IMPATIENT - I'm bubbling with  inconsolable desires to fix, fix, fix!  Somethings DO need to be fixed right away to sustain life.  I would like to stress to contributors of Impact For Jesus that together, we are capable of doing that.  I would like our funds to be at a level where we could finance a new clinic, orphanage, piece of land for a community learning center to teach specific trades for them to survive in the future, or who knows what -  we MUST keep trying to reach those goals.  But - in the mean time we can FEED THE HUNGRY - sustain life, rescue the dying, and sponsor children to provide their basic needs.  WE can and ARE making a difference.  I am abundantly thankful for every penny contributed to Impact for Jesus so we can "go and do."  While using discretion and being responsible stewards of donations will ALWAYS be the foundation of Impact for Jesus, feeding the hungry, clothing the naked and caring for the lost is an ongoing focus. There are 1,800 tent cities in Haiti right now - 14 months after the earthquake.  The largest tent city has 52,000 at its location. Impact for Jesus may not be able to feed and clothe all of them, but I suspect if you ask those who WERE fed last week because of generous contributors - THEY would express hope and thanksgiving.  America's dogs are better cared for then the people in Haiti.  What has happened to our world? Impact for Jesus will never give up - so please, don't you give up trying with us!  Remember  - we promised many children in Haiti that we WILL be back.  I wouldn't want to disappoint even one of them.  May God bless our broken world.  Patty

2.25.2011

Rescue and Restoration 2-24-11

I sit here and wonder if there even is a way to recap the day.  They all start out on the “normal” side which lasts about as long as it takes to determine your plan for the day. Then – BINGO everything changes.  This morning we had the sheer pleasure to meet six pediatric specialists from Florida.  They came to New Life to learn more about Miriam’s ministry.  They graciously provided an exam and diagnosis for one of the girls who used to stay at Marie’s orphanage who came to be examined.  Her great toe has been infected for months.  A Dr. in Haiti wanted to amputate the toe, and we were so pleased to learn that while the infection is severe and in the bone, with minor surgery and interveneous antibiotics, it should be successfully healed in 4 – 6 weeks.  The Dr. made the arrangements to have her admitted into the hospital tomorrow for about seven days AND said he would be responsible for the medical bills!!  Miriam’s nurse agreed to visit her each day to assure she is receiving proper care.  The down side of this is…we went to see the hospital – it had collapsed in the earthquake - so the pediatric ward consists of four tents.  There were easily 100 people lined up on benches waiting for treatment next to the tents.  We peeked in one of the tents and saw that all you receive when you come as a patient is a canvas cot.  The patient is responsible for providing all linen. They receive one small meal per day – and if medication is needed you are responsible for going and getting the medication.  SO – while we are thrilled she will receive treatment – that comes with some challenges and certainly not how we envision a hospital.  There were little frail babies lying in one crib after another with family members taking up any extra space – not to mention the heat! These are the fortunate – who actually receive medical care.  And to think what WE complain about when hospitalized……
I might add that in our journey to Port-au-Prince – many buildings remain as rubble – and I didn’t see any positive signs of improvement since the quake – another disgusting reality.
Last night we heard what we initially thought were firecrackers going off.  Soon we concluded it was gunshots.  There were many shots heard all at the same time.  This went on for over a half hour.  Today we heard that there were obviously some very angry people revolting against the female candidate for president who supposedly gave new motorcycles to a group of people – those NOT receiving a motor- cycle began the shooting.  The police and UN were there.  It sounded like it was right outside our gate – but in actuality it was about a mile away.
After our trip to the hospital Miriam wanted to see the tent city orphanage we witnessed yesterday when we took them the food we had left after feeding the large tent city.  She couldn’t imagine the conditions we described.  We took bags of rice and big cans of beans for them and we were off on another adventure.  Traffic is horrible; the roads have huge pot holes and big ruts. So, I have decided that being able to stay in your seat, not cracking your head on a window or ending up on someone’s lap is an acquired skill – previous experience of bull riding would be helpful.
When we finally made our way to the mountain and found the orphanage, the children came running across their dirt, small lot.  They recognized our faces from the day before and just hugged us over and again.  They acted like one would act if they had been stranded on a desert island and help just arrived.  We found two of the children sleeping on top of a horrid blanket in the rocks with only filthy shirts on and bare bottoms.  Miriam was appalled at the conditions, as well.  She said it was the worse she has witnessed.  The children said they had eaten the leftover food we brought them yesterday – which was obviously not refrigerated.  The woman trying to care for the children said if we hadn’t come – they would not have eaten for two days.  They have NO water, only the clothes they are wearing, obviously no electricity, go to the bathroom in a hole, have little twigs trying to hold up make shift barbed wire to stake out their plot.  The children looked like they had fallen into a bag of flour, they were so dirty and covered in dust.  The woman explained that the orphanage where most of them had lived collapsed in the earthquake and they had nowhere to go.   A pastor told her she could have this little bitty piece of land so she has been trying to survive ever since.  We gave her the food, only to discover she had no way to cook it – so Miriam gave her money to buy charcoal to prepare the food.  The smaller children looked the most distraught and sickly, so because of Miriam’s unbelievable heart – before you knew it – we had four children in our truck to return to New Life.  The woman understood it would only be temporary, but Miriam examined them briefly and could tell they had parasites and worms, scabies and especially the one little girl was limp and appeared very sickly.
Their ages are not known – but I would guess them to be from 18 months to 3 years old.  We all couldn’t believe how they just sat in the truck – barely moving and no real reaction to leaving or what was to come.  We gave a Pastor a ride part of the way to his home.  He lived at least an hour from the “orphanage.”  He told Miriam that he goes there every day to help the woman and to teach the children about God and to encourage them.  He said he feels he needs to suffer along side of them. 
The children were taken to a fairly small room in the orphanage that is used as the “clinic.”  They are in “isolation” from the other children until Miriam is assured they will not spread disease to the other children.  The four new children received bucket baths, clean clothes, water and dinner and worm medication.  They were all experiencing diarrhea. 
We sat at dinner nearly in silence.  What a day.  I actually felt guilty eating food and thinking about my bed waiting for me upstairs.  After dinner Renee, Miriam and I went to the clinic to see how they were doing.  I almost dreaded it because I knew if they were crying or distraught, I wouldn’t be able to stand it.  I guess they had been asking what happened to the “blanc’s.”  We found them all clean – clean clothes – little floor cots with a blanket and BIG smiles.  Miriam, to my utter amazement, quickly got on the floor next to them and began tickling them and the three little boys jumped onto her back and their giggles and laughs made my heart sing.  She gave them rides on her back – lifted them high into the air on her feet and they rolled and wrestled around on the floor with all three of them totally elated.  The little girl  (around 20 months) who was totally lethargic all the way home had perked up enough to want an “airplane ride” on Miriam’s feet, but then quickly returned to Sarah’s lap – she ALMOST smiled.
So now we must come up with a plan of what we do from here.  And of course that always requires money – the ongoing problem.  Food and water aren’t negotiable – so Miriam’s trying to find a solution very soon, as we left 19 other children behind who will be sleeping on the ground tonight, along with past nights, and nights to come.  It was more than I can even describe in writing. 
So, it was another whirlwind day with being faced with one need after another – eliminating one, and receiving two more in its place.  Tomorrow is our last full day and we have so many loose ends and unmet intentions.  But – God did guide us to a place where His children need rescued and we were able to share His love with them.  I told one of the boys at this orphanage who surprisingly spoke some English that he needs to remember that God sent us because God loves him so much and that now we will  do all we can to give him the love and provisions that God wants him to have.  He smiled, showing all his beautiful white teeth and his eyes lit up and he said, “God sent you?” And I returned the smile with confidence and said, “Remember, He never forgets you, and neither will I.”  When I left he said, “I will be waiting for you.”  I told him I won’t always be the one to come, God uses many people to love him.  His smile returned and as we drove away, his little hand waved back and forth with such energy.  Life before the quake was living with his mother, going to school, learning English and then in one moment – he has nothing.  He was separated from his Mom who is all he has for family and lives in the dirt and dust depending on God to send someone to rescue him.  Maybe today will restore his hope as he waits.  OR, maybe I needed to be taught today what true faith looks like.  I suspect the little boy will sleep well with restored hope – it’s ME who I realize needs a faith adjustment.  I wonder if I will ever be the example of God to another, as these children are to me.  Another amazing day – what more can possibly happen tomorrow?
Patty


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